Emo

[xans]

Feeling so unmotivated to do either household chores or actually organise my wedding. Wish I had a job but I keep not applying for those either, so only myself to blame there. Don't even want to think about the possibility of going back to my studies (or starting new ones).

There's nothing wrong with my life as it is, it's just... I should be doing more with my life and I'm not. And that makes me sad, angry, and disappointed with myself.