that's a really weird and annoying feeling. restless and unsatisfied mind can be the worst. we're not so much in a rut (we're on and off watching For All Mankind, various Alone seasons and some chateaux restoration crap on youtube in between Caleb Hammer stuff lol) but studying is just ruining all off-time for me rn. even when i don't study i struggle with "productivity guilt" so now when i'm ACTUALLY probably procrastinating, it's just excruciating....hateeeeee
i do feel blessed that i am back in my perma-fandom currently, so that's some solace even with the 0 time.
i hope you find something that satisfies your brain in the right way soon!! and stay away anxiety!!!
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Date: 2024-03-14 10:08 am (UTC)i do feel blessed that i am back in my perma-fandom currently, so that's some solace even with the 0 time.
i hope you find something that satisfies your brain in the right way soon!! and stay away anxiety!!!