Bwahahaha

May. 31st, 2007 08:13 pm
xans: Lego minifig woman with red hair in black robes with a green lightsaber. It has been stylized to look like it was drawn rather than photographed (Borg Physics)
Okay, so there's the whole thing about joining [livejournal.com profile] fandom_counts (been there, done that, and got lost staring at people's userpics, oops...) and then I've just found there's a community, [livejournal.com profile] innocence_jihad which, in itself, is an awesome name. It's got all the linkage and I haven't really looked deeper into the posts and yet there is much amusment as it is.

Contenting myself to not wank, although I'm sure I could work up a suitable rage, if I really felt like it. But I also belong strongly to the camp of not wasting my energy frothing at the mouth... better to be quiet, but eloquent, when delivering the ultimate smackdown. That's how it is for me, at anyrate. Not that I don't applaud some of the other responses out there.

Umm... other than that, life is life, I'm fucking cold, and the spiders are out to get me. Again.

Fin.

Edit: Over on MQ...
[livejournal.com profile] pepsicolagurl *responds to an 'icon love' comment with a Rainbow Bright icon*
ME: *gasp* Rainbow Bright is love!
[livejournal.com profile] sugar_spun: You can't say that! She's underage!
ME: *spittakes*

Edit The Second:
I think [livejournal.com profile] bredalot sums it up nicely...
Ahaha. SO TRUE. Fandom? Is a group of people who took the shortened form of "fanatic" and created a dialect out of it, accompanied by innumerable made-up words intended to prove just how much we care. Is a group of people who band together tightly online because everyone else thinks we're insane. Fandom will tear itself apart until it's threatened by some outside force, and then fandom will FIGHT TO THE DEATH.

God, I love fandom.


Aye. *pumps fist*
xans: Lego minifig woman with red hair in black robes with a green lightsaber. It has been stylized to look like it was drawn rather than photographed (Steal Shit)
Part of being a student means having an experimental mindset when it comes to food. As I like to refer myself to poor and starving, I sometimes have to balance covering nutritional necessities, food cravings, shelf-life, and cost. Sometimes I'm using less than $30 to last me two weeks worth of meals. It also means having a steady supply of rice, pasta, and sometimes potatoes as a base for meals. *shrugs*

It helps, in a way, that I am a geek, because I picked up the habit long ago of skipping a meal or two in favour of reading, or games. And, sometimes, I just ain't hungry, y'know? (Frustratingly enough, I also have those opposite times when every five minutes my tummy's rumbling and I haven't always done anything to warrant such an appetite) But, also, after some weirdness when I was 17 involving an almost inability to eat leading to depression, I try to be aware of how much I can get away with not eating before I'm gonna seriously crash. And try not to pull anything stupid like that ever again.

So, given that I sometimes have a fairly limited budget, and in the case of right now--no fridge, so many perishables are out--I have learned to be a bit, hmmm, crazy, shall we say? How to make limited ingredients meet dietary needs and also be palatable. To not make something so often I get sick of it. To find what tastes good while also being something you won't find in any recipe book.

I have to admit, some of my meals have been downright weird. There was this one that involved cucumber, apple, chicken soup, and I can't remember what else--maybe carrot, tomato, and either potato or rice--that was actually quite nice. And many meals contain noodles of some kind. So I've learned to make things to make the noodles not so plain. Like last night, I wanted to try something completely different, and it turned out to be delicious. Would have gone down well cold as well, methinks. That was some salad/cooking oil, oregano, a few drops of XXX hot sauce, and some lemon pepper dressing/marinade poured over the noodles and eggs. Sometimes I put some curry powder in with the rice when I microwave it, or coconut oil for flavouring.

I'm very good at sort of throwing things together. Like, if there's several things of leftovers in the fridge, but none of them is enough to be a meal in its own right? And, y'know, it's a horrible thing to let leftovers go to waste... gods, mum and Gary were terrible about this. I used to get so frustrated about the clutter in the fridge. Once, we'd lost power for one reason or another, but the fridge and freezer needed cleaning out, and I complained to mum about finding two or more bottles of the same thing, both partially used (and then, if I could, I put them in one bottle alone), and her excuse? Not being able to find the first one because of so much stuff in the fridge. And whose fault was that, I wonder? Um. Anyway. Mixing up leftovers.

That week or so I spent babysitting Amarah with Laura and Savannah? There were a couple nights there where I had to cobble something together, because Dad and Suzy were off doing other things, and Laura's no kitchen goddess. Gods, trying to think up quick, easy meals that taste nice and the girls would actually eat. And using leftovers. Apparently, frying up some mince and then adding leftover baked beans and tinned spaghetti was a stroke of genius. Huh.

Of course, over the summer, Thursday nights were my time to shine and give Dad and Suzy a break from the kitchen. Many times, Suzy would end up complaining, not because my cooking sucks, but because Dad invariably had a compliment for me (excluding the really simple stuff, like meat pies and peas). Apparently her forays into cooking don't garner such thanks and praise. But still, most meals I cobbled together went down well with both of them, even though I often forgot Suzy doesn't have the same appetite as me and my father, and her serving was almost always too much.

*giggles* The one time I had fish and chips for lunch and was still too full for my own cooking five or so hours later, I was henceforth verboten from having big lunches--ever--so I didn't spoil my dinner. There were a few meals that I'm pretty sure Dad didn't care for a repeat, because he'd say it was, "Nice," "Okay," or "Different," which was about the best Suzy usually got from him about her cooking, if he even commented on it at all. His excuse was that he was encouraging me in my cooking, and Suzy would wonder why she wasn't being encouraged, also? I suppose because as his wife it was expected she cook. *grins*

Now, generally speaking, I don't consider any particular food as something I'm addicted to. Like, particularly known addictive things, such as coffee, or alcohol. One might argue chocolate is addictive also. Certainly, these are all things I enjoy, sometimes in large quantities (and of decent quality). However, I can, have, and will go without one or more of these for days, weeks, or months at a time. No withdrawal, and many times, no cravings.

I think it's entirely likely, however, I am actually addicted to sugar. I simply have to have something/anything sweet to satisfy my sugar cravings. I'm positive at one stage I was truly addicted to soda pop, until my mother went and removed the temptation from the house as she worked on improving her diet to lower cholesterol and all that fun stuff. I did insist, however, that she replace the soda with Capri Sun so I had some sort of drink to take with me for lunches because plain water was something I hated.

Well, I kicked the soda addiction, but I don't think I've ever truly lost the sugar addiction. I suppose it's something of the western world, and the prevalence of sugar in so many foods. But sometimes sweet is just what I need. Though, that doesn't necessarily mean unhealthy. 'Cause fruit is sweet (and sometimes sharp and tangy, mmm) or honey. Oh, honey. Many blessings upon bees and their fine creations. I love honey.

And there's peanutbutter. Oh my god, as a child, I adored the stuff (my dad and brother claimed it made me fart a lot, but I just farted all the time to gross them out. Oh, wait, wasn't I supposed to be a girl? *snerk*) But peanutbutter goes with so many things. Honey, jam, cheese, celery, banana, in a sauce over lamb/beef kebabs and rice... but not chocolate. No, no, no, never with chocolate. Peanuts and chocolate is also a bad combo. (I may be this prejudiced after an incident involving a jumbo bag of peanut M&Ms, and a movie theatre, but, I can truthfully say I've always hated peanutbutter cups liek whoa.) Also, vegemite. I love vegemite, but I'd have to be on crack to mix it with peanutbutter, methinks.

Back to coffee, I was just chatting with my mum about it involving a similar rant to the one in my last entry... I mentioned I should look into acquiring proper coffee grounds, as I own a single-person/serving plunger for my real coffee needs. Part of that again, is budget--coffee is a low priority given my lack of addiction, and real coffee, well, I can't remember how much it is, actually. I joked that it's a pity they don't sell the big cans of Folger's coffee grounds (or if they do, I don't know where to find them) 'cause one of those would last me for ages. And now? She's looking into sending me one, though it would be by surface 'cause I imagine a package just over 1KG would cost a fair bit to send. I love my mum.

Okay, that's enough of my rambling for now. Almost time for me to make some dinner. :D

Fin.
xans: Lego minifig woman with red hair in black robes with a green lightsaber. It has been stylized to look like it was drawn rather than photographed (Borg Physics)
Tagged by [livejournal.com profile] autumn_whispers

Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird habits/things/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks.

1. I used to suck my thumb until I was about 8 and burned my thumb on a sparkler on Guy Fawkes. Having a bandaid there weaned me of the habit.

2. I also used to sleep with this bandana that was a picture of a pegasus but I lost it my first year of uni.

3. I crack my knuckles, and, if I'm not wearing shoes, I'll crack my toes as well.

4. When I was 14 I had a dream that ended up giving me the most intense feeling of deja vu when it happened exactly as I dreamed it, months later.

5. I term the years between 9 & 13 my "ugly" years, when I had super low self-esteem and no belief I was in any way ever going to be an attractive woman.

6. I can walk around without clothes unself-consciously, but, take out my navel ring, and I immediately feel naked even if I've clothes on. It makes no difference whether I've got earrings in or not.

7. I find it amusing that most people are embarrassed to catch me in my pajamas than I am embarrassed to be around people when I'm wearing pajamas.

8. The nail on my left little toe fell off when I was a kid; I have no idea why, but it never grew back right ever again.

9. I maintain that all women should paint their toenails yummy colours, while being slightly ashamed I have not painted my own toenails in over a year.

10. My favourite part of the human body, male or female, is the area between navel and groin, particularly that little dip by the hip that I forget what it's called.

I tag: [livejournal.com profile] pandoras_evil_t, [livejournal.com profile] macjinx, [livejournal.com profile] the_chief_80, [livejournal.com profile] _college_girl_, [livejournal.com profile] uptheduff, [livejournal.com profile] diea, [livejournal.com profile] ervinai, [livejournal.com profile] autumnjedigirl, [livejournal.com profile] simple__man, & [livejournal.com profile] shiseiji. But that doesn't mean I reckon all of you are going to do it.

Was going to straighten my hair today, but it's being a bitch, so, just loaded it with frizz reducing product instead. Feeling girly in summer white dress, yay.

Fin.
xans: Lego minifig woman with red hair in black robes with a green lightsaber. It has been stylized to look like it was drawn rather than photographed (Polaroid)
PEOPLE & THEIR DRINKS )

Lost Black Books DVDs have been found, yay.

Am home from all that oh-so-fun babysitting (well, mostly fun, except for Savannah, and Wednesday when we also had Izayah and I got a fucking headache that took two neurofen and a bottle of water to get rid of). Which is nice. Did chore type stuff this morning, and actually joined Dad and Suzy for lunch, which I haven't done in some time.

Dad washed his van. Funny thing, I never really paid attention, compared to everyone else who pointed out that a white van is not meant to be green or, as dad discovered while he scrubbed it down, had lichen growing on it. Reminds me somewhat of the van Gary owned when we first moved back to NZ, and it had moss growing inside along the windowseals.

Discovered via [livejournal.com profile] dduane that apparently the best way to kill all the bacteria and stuff in sponges is to microwave it. Cool.

...just discovered I missed a fingernail to be trimmed... cut them and my toenails yesterday and just now realised I'd not got this one? Oops. Random crazy me.

Computer is fussy fritzy and could crash at any moment, so I better post this 'fore I lose it all, even if it was autosaved mebbe a minute or so ago.

Fin.
xans: Lego minifig woman with red hair in black robes with a green lightsaber. It has been stylized to look like it was drawn rather than photographed (Voldemort)
It's on my mind since I noticed someone added me, that I've never really explicitly stated anywhere about my friending policy. Nothing extreme, really, since I've not really had many horrendous experiences with drama happening in the world of El Jay.

I will add you:
...if I know you in real life, and we talk/write/interact often.
...if I have some deep sentimental attachment to you even though you rarely update or comment and maybe we don't talk as much as we should (*waves at [livejournal.com profile] ishimish* <3).
...if we have many similar interests in books, movies, fandoms. There needs to be more than just one common interest to tie us together.
...I find your entries witty, interesting, entertaining, unusual, informative, and/or thought-provoking.
...if you have talent at writing, art, icon/banner/wallpaper making and I'm in awe of said talent, and wish to keep an eye out for future creations.

If you add me first:
...please, introduce yourself in a comment, tell me why you added me, and how you found me. Lurking is creepy.
...even if you don't leave an introductory comment, I will look at your profile and browse your entries. If I think I'll enjoy reading your lj, I will probably add you back.
...if you have nothing for a profile and no entries, and don't leave comments explaining why you added me, I'm not going to add you back.

I will de-friend you:
...if you don't update and also don't leave comments which at the very least indicate you're still reading my journal.
...if, even though you do update, I haven't commented on your entries in some time and you haven't commented on my entries. Obviously we don't have enough in common to even communicate anymore.
...if you make incredibly offensive posts, or obscure one liners without any glimpse at the real you.
...if you ever do something to betray my trust, or try to start some huge drama over nothing.

I make very few friendslocked posts so you probably won't miss out on much if I don't add you back or take you off my f-list. I will probably revise this entry at some later point, but this will do for starters.

Fin.

Hehe!

May. 29th, 2004 08:19 pm
xans: Lego minifig woman with red hair in black robes with a green lightsaber. It has been stylized to look like it was drawn rather than photographed (Sexy legs)

Gabriel. You're most like the ArchAngel of
Communication, in charge of things like telephones, libraries, internet, and the 411 phone menu. You're organised and are not shy about inflicting that organisation on others.
Which ArchAngel are you most like?
brought to you by Quizilla

Today I applied at a rating community that depends entirely upon personality rather than appearance. It's the first one I've actually filled out an application for. *grins* Because I liked the questions...I'm so totally in love with myself. )

Fin.
xans: Lego minifig woman with red hair in black robes with a green lightsaber. It has been stylized to look like it was drawn rather than photographed (Drama Queen ~Lynds (gj))
This is for [livejournal.com profile] pillu even if she never seems to update/read/comment.
zurt> When the moon hits your eye like a big piece of pie that's amor'e......... When you're hit by a jug in a South Auckland pub....... that's a mao'ri

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Your haiku:as nice as all last
week had been it wasn't it was
because i couldn't tell
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D&D is fun. I'm probably going Prom dress shopping this weekend. Prom is May 15. That means it's a month away. I have 15 more days 'til I can't buy tickets. And I wish I could persuade mum she wants to go into Rave with me and buy me a couple of shirts, skirts, and pair of pants. And an orange belt.
I need so many kick ass non-preppy clothes before I go back to New Zealand. I don't want to be to them what Alexa Wayman is to us because I'm so desperate to be different. Gods, they are going to hate me! And I'm going to tell them to sit and spin.

Fin.
xans: Lego minifig woman with red hair in black robes with a green lightsaber. It has been stylized to look like it was drawn rather than photographed (Drama Queen ~Lynds (gj))
I'm so used to coming home and having my step-dad be there, that it feels weird when he isn't. And yet, that used to be a freedom I craved. Who'm I kidding? I still love having the empty house to myself!
I made some good food. I'm glad I'm into the whole eating thing these days. Makes me mad when I find out a friend isn't eating. Pathetic, I know.
Doing better in hockey. Still want to kill Lauren, and Megan. Megan keeps trying to boss Harmony around. I told Harmony she should walk up to Megan and say, "Hey, I can do what I want; I'm a senior. And you need to shut the fuck up." And if that doesn't work, bitch slap her. Harmony wouldn't do that, which is why the effect would be so lasting.
Charles and Kira think I have a very soothing voice. They've never faced the sharp side of my tongue, obviously.

Fin.

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